also I have to make one of my best friends a video for being a shit friend… actually I’ve been a shit friend to both of my best friends n i dont rly know how to fix it..
I dont wanna explain why I stopped talking to her before she left for japan. I didnt actually stop talking to her, I had every intention to. I thought aout calling her everyday but to say what? and as more time went past the more I avoided it.
But if I dont explain why I’m angry and reacted like this then what would I say? just sorry? I dont know how I would feel if I only got an apology and not an explanation.
I hav to go now neways. something to think about in the snow.